So I got black out drunk on Thursday. I don’t remember anything after the Celtics winning. Very far from my proudest moment. I sincerely apologize to anyone who saw me like that and to anyone I might have been rude/mean/obnoxious to. It was suppose to be a fun night in honor of my best friend leaving for a month and I managed to ruin it for myself by not having enough self control. As I have stressed through out my writing, I am not a saint and far from perfect.
But, like everything in life, I am going to take something aways from the experience (besides a $25 parking ticket and a $60 bar tab) I am going to, starting today, make it a point to try and improve myself one day at a time for the next 30 days. I have been feeling like my life is getting stagnant and in need of some adjustments. As much as I like my life being in a certain rhythm and free of shake-ups, I am going to try and do things a little different each day to move me in a better direction. Now I don’t plan on being a different person or anything. When I say changes for the better I mean:
- Eating a little healthier
- Doing some push ups when I wake up
- Going for a bike ride when I get home instead of going right for the TV/Computer
- Reading whatever book I am reading at home for a few minutes instead of only while commuting
- Cleaning up after myself as soon as I am done instead of putting it off
- Organizing my tasks a little better
- Make a budget and stick to it
- Start taking the time to talk to people I have been meaning to reconnect with (this is a big one)
- Throw away all the clutter I have been holding on to for no real reason
- Cut back/out drinking and other unhealthy thing for a couple of days/weeks
Thats 10 simple things that I have been putting off/ignoring as of late. I am going to use this blog as a way of sticking to these thing. I plan on making a new section with a check list and write every day what I have done to work on all of these thing. I going ask my avid readers (all 3 of you) to help me by reminding me to get off my ass and update every day. And that in turn will make me think about working on these things every day. If I have people yelling at me I am more likely to follow through. If you know me, you know how much I hate letting people down. So use my hate of guilt to force me to do this and I will be very grateful.
1. Sorry I missed you yesterday
2. I’m sad I didn’t get to see you bellig. that night, I would have loved to call you out FOR ONCE in life…
3. I haven’t been drinking all week and I feel great and eating healthy has cleared my skin. This is good motivation for women. but apparently I have a weak immune system and it is/and will affect my body in ways I was too naive to think it would/will happen to me. It also makes pooping awesomer. Not that I think pooping is awesome…I’m a girl, I don’t do it.
4. I go to Superfitness near you in Watertown with Whitney…you should join us, but there’s a womens only area so guys can stop watching me stretch. Its awkward.
5. I miss Ryan too and can we talk about how he left me a 3 minute long voice message of just conversation. Snipits included “best friends means…we go down together…you know GO DOWN” followed by laughter.
6. I’m too lazy to go on AIM, I’m at work at wanted to tell you and everyone that if you are at work like me, and bored, Gmail has a feature where you can get full length books and read them and store them in your own library and import downloaded ones you want to read for FREE. I’m reading Kurt Vonnegut’s Man Without a Country right now which I highly reccomend you read it John, I think it would inspire your blog writing.
LOVE YOU!